Come back. You're vanishing.Catching just a glimpseOf your handsome faceOnly a glimmerBefore it vanishesAnd is gone from my sightI cant touch youCant hold you in my armsAnd it hurtsIt dangles you right in front of meTaunting me Teasing meYoure so closeAnd yet so farIts tortureRips me apartBecause youre right thereAnd I cant have youOnly hold you in my arms for fleeting momentsI miss youI want youPlease, dont vanishI cant live without youYou stole my heartAnd hold it safe in your handsI need you to live
Home is...Not for meHome is where the heart isBut I cant find mine hereHome is with a loving familyWish I had one of thoseHome is where you feel safeBut for me this isnt trueHome is a sanctuaryNot mineWishing I had wingsTo fly awayWishing I could runAnd never look backGetting so sickOf being yelled at and called stupidOf my life spinning out of controlOf everythingWishing I could leaveAnd never returnBut I cant do thatIve got no place to goNo where to runNo where to hideTheyll always find meTry to find a glimmer of love in these hallsGood luckIts like trying to catch smokeWit
Revenge Far above her village, a pack of wolves howled their greeting to the Lady Moon. Lori gazed out her window, dreaming of the day that she would run away from this place. Her father was a drunk, and he often abused his wife, Lilith, and his daughter. His wife was a frail woman, and her small body was covered in angry purple splotches from being beaten by her husband. Lori was less bruised. Well, physically she was. But the names her father called her, and the things he yelled at her, those cut her deeper than any knife. It cut her right down to her fragile soul. Hed cut her so many times, and she had begun to go numb. She dreamed of runni
Lost LullabyOnce a voice came to meCame in my dreamsWhile I lay fast asleepAnd this voice,This soft sweet voice,It sang to meSang so sweetlyThis voice,It chased away the darkTook away the badIt kept me safeFrom the dark corners of my mindIt cared for meAnd comforted me when I was sadIt gave me imaginationAnd the wings I used to soarHigh above my troublesInto the bliss of the open blue skyNow this voice,I no longer hear itIt has fallen silentIt did so many years agoAnd though at times I wish it hadntI know that its time with me has passedAnd that it now helps another childA child so lostA chi
Why?Why do I hurt the one I love?Why do I say the things I do?I wish I could stopBut every time things get betterI open my mouthWhy do I not use my brainAnd think of the pain I cause?Some days I wonder why I even botherWith phone calls that end in tearsAnd pointless fightsBut I love him too muchTo say goodbyeWe can pull throughThis Im sure ofBut some days I wonderWhats the point in trying?
Speak first, think laterI open my mouthAnd out pour wordsHarsh, cruel, mean wordsWords said in the heat of a momentWords that never should have been saidIn the first placeBut I dont thinkI only sayI do not think about how my wordsWill cause him painWill cause him angerWill cause chaosTime and time againI do this You would think I would learnBut I go and open my mouthThis time my mouth stays shut